tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1638035054590179772012-02-16T10:46:30.338-08:00Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03996165065327402785noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-163803505459017977.post-24040272613424043872009-04-15T08:18:00.000-07:002009-04-15T08:35:12.206-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">So up until this moment I've seen blogging as somewhat stupid and a waste of time. But recently I've needed an outlet of my feelings and expressions. I've never really been a good writer and I would rather type then write with pen and paper so here I am. </span></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;">I am a 21 year old woman. A wife of almost 3 years. A mother of 2. My daughter will be 2 in July and my son 1 in September. That in itself may explain the need to need something of my own that I can write and express whatever I want. I find myself sometimes so caught up in life and living it that I can easily sweep things I feel or something I'm hurting from under the rug quickly. Don't get me wrong I have no problem expressing the way I feel or standing up for myself. I think I would be labeled a strong-willed woman. But when it comes down to me and feeling hurt or dying to myself (which I'm getting really good at lately), basically anything that makes me vulnerable I have trouble facing it. And I need to because it's healthy and good for me. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;">Most of my life is consumed by my children. Since they are so young I have to basically do everything for them which is fine. I love my children and I love my life. I've planned on being a stay at home mom for some time now and I am glad and so proud that I get this opportunity to raise my children in the Lord and not in the ways of the world. I find it interesting that the description of a mother is as followed...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Baskerville; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; "><o:hwgrp><o:hw>moth<o:hsb>er</o:hsb></o:hw><o:prongrp><o:pr type="US"> |ˈməðər|</o:pr></o:prongrp></o:hwgrp><o:sb><o:prelim><o:ps>noun</o:ps></o:prelim><o:sense><o:sn>1 </o:sn><o:specuse><o:ms><o:def>a person who provides the care and affection normally associated with a female parent</o:def></o:ms></o:specuse></o:sense></o:sb></span><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: small; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">I want so much to provide my children with a godly home. And I try really hard to be very caring and affectionate with both of them. I set things aside and cuddle them or play with them. The dishes and laundry and cleaning can wait. My children are growing so fast I can hardly believe it. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0); font-family: verdana; font-size: 13px; font-style: italic;">I think I'm about done for this one. I will say that I named my blog the way I did because my husband and I do seek a life of righteousness in every way we can and it's been the foundation of our lives and continues to be the light of our lives. Jesus can do powerful things.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/163803505459017977-2404027261342404387?l=seekingalifeofrighteousness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03996165065327402785noreply@blogger.com2